He used to be her everything 

Made her feel like she could fly

Now she realizes it was all lies

Love, haha! It wasn’t love

It was a delusion 

Now she finds herself trapped 

Entangled by this sin 

Shackling her

Keeping her from Allah

Each time she tries  to find her way back 

She convinces herself she is no good

She knows it’s the whispers of the Shayteen

But how do she break free?

She started to pray again 

But then she stopped 

She felt like a hypocrite 

Each time with him

Then standing before Allah

But what’s worse?

Praying and sinning

Or sinning and not praying at all?

She just doesn’t know anymore 

Lost and alone

Nour M. Fox

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